my crush gives me mixed signals “.
hi I am 14 years old I had birthday a week ago and no one wished me happy birthday except her she wished me.I am bisexual I think but I have a problem with my sexuality but that’s not the point,also I am a girl.Nevermind my crush M is bisexual too she comes out to me about a month ago or less and I was really surprised and I thought that maybe she would like me back.(I have liked her since November 2024)In the past I had a toxic relationship with a girl from my school.She knew her but she didn’t I knew I liked her(M)
I have obsession with her and it was pretty obvious.Back then my crush was straight and I knew that but I thought that may I have a chance with her because she was giving unlimited mixed signals.One day she was acting like she is my girlfriend or sth but the other she was completely friendly with me.The last 3 days we barely talk and I feel so terrible.Also I am not her type she is femxfem i am a masc so yeah.I am 90% sure that she doesn’t want me but I want so bad to be with her like we would be the perfect couple but I am ugly and fat and she is so gorgeous like I just stare at her and I think how can someone be that pretty I like her so much….And I am falling in love so easily………..
@littleLemon9823 I can really hear the emotional weight you're carrying in what you're saying, and it's understandable that you're feeling conflicted. You’re processing a lot of complex feelings, from your crush on M to your past experiences, and it's okay to feel uncertain about your sexuality. It’s also normal to have moments where you doubt yourself, especially when you’re comparing yourself to someone else, but remember that physical appearance isn’t everything. Attraction and connection go far beyond how someone looks.
