Anxiety
Hey. I've been with my boyfriend for over 2 years now. Since covid, he has been even more stressed and we haven't seen each other in over 8 months. He says he is serious and stuff about us. But he is hardly talking due to stress and the amount of work he has since his job opened and people still aren't working. I feel abandoned and unwanted. I feel I lost him again. I don't know what to do anymore. He put in for an award ceremony I have with the fire department soon, but I feel he won't come and he didn't put in for it. I'm so numb right now and terrified. I'm thinking of leaving school and hiding because he won't be there for me. I already don't have my mom, dad, family, etc...there for me. I'm so confused. I don't want to lose him. I don't know what to do. I can't stop crying. 😢😢
@Caitlyn1993 Hi Caitlyn, I am so sorry for what you are going through. The pandemic has been quite stressful for people on different levels. How have you been coping? What have you shared with your boyfriend in regards to your thoughts and feelings? Feel free to reach out to the listeners at any time if you ever need to chat with someone. I wish you and your boyfriend the best. *hugs if you are okay with it* :)
He knows I'm scared of losing him. But he doesn't get how terrified I am. He said he is still serious but he hardly talks. I don't think I'm coping well at all. I just want to give up and more.
