Feeling like I'll never be loved again.

Hi. Things have been really tough for me for the past 8 years. I feel like no woman will ever love me again. I'm terrified of being single and alone. It's about the only thing in existence that actually scares me, and I'm living it right now.

It started just about 8 years ago. I was married at that time. Unfortunately my marriage broke down, dispite me caring for my wife while she suffered with severe mental health issues. The loss of my wife was difficult for me. However, I managed to move on. Unfortunately, dispite many attempts to get into a new relationship since I keep getting rejected. One thing that makes it worse is that ,before they reject me, most of the women I ask tell me im attractive and a great guy but they still don't want anything relationship wise. I know that there's things that make things difficult for me to find someone, I.e. social anxiety and being a carer for disabled parents, but I have met many amazing women yet they've all rejected me. It hurts so much.

I'm now nearly 40 and I'm scared that no women will want me, I have mental and physical health issues, I live with my disabled father. I don't want to be alone, and soon I'll be living on my own and that scares me completely.