Jealousy
I never considered myself jealous but since my mental health has been bleh those feelings of unwantedness has come back.
My boyfriend has been taking to one of our friends a fair bit lately she's always messaging him. I get people have other convos and she has been struggling lately but he never asks how I am, never talks to me about my struggles.
Lately we haven't really spent time together. We talk in the day sure, but don't do anything don't watch stuff, play games.
I don't think there's any cheating stuff going on though I can't say what her intentions are.
I just feel pushed out like I'm not worth it.
Talking about things they could be taking about in the group chat you know. I just don't know. It's really upset me but I know it's probably ridiculous
Thank you for sharing that with us.
@Asherwolfice
Thanks for the little reply, I feel a little better after sharing x
So things are still pretty rubbish.
Still feel left out he messages our friend lots it's like I'm not important anymore. Maybe I'm not.
She deserves support but I don't get any cares given nobody notices, and he doesn't ask me if I'm okay, when I'm down he's not all that supportive.
I get some time spent with me sure but not full time, still gets distracted going through his phone and doing other stuff
Getting sick of it now maybe I should just go home
