A world away from home.

I live a 14hour flight from all my family and most of my previous friends. I live in a country where all my friends are my coworkers and my boyfriend is one of them. I have recently moved in with him and there are many days tht i wonder if i should have moved in. I have had added responsiblities as of late at work which i usually thrive on but with constant bickering at home it hasnt been motivating. The reason that i am most frustrated is the sex life that i feel like i am giving more to. I have faked every orgasm in the length of my sex having life and it gets tiring.