I feel Alone
My ex died over 2 years ago. I tried to dating but I cannot enjoy sex. It's very painful (I have fibriods and PCOS, they are both female issues).
90% of men out there want that type of "Fun" esspecially when dating. When I explain I cannot enjoy it, i get ghosted, catfished, and chewed out.
I'm also demi-sexual, which means I must be a committed relationship and trust the other to have sex in the first place. However it's a tease to both of us if we really do have that connection and yet I cannot enjoy it.
I feel that my health issues are causing me to be lonely.
@Rebekahwriter13 both my ex-wife and one of my ex-gf (+fibrosis) had this condition so i understand and feel you...we talked about it and yes a commited relationship helped...i'm sorry you have to live with this but i wish you find someone who understands your condition and has the dedication and emotional imput to appreciate you and make you feel confortable and happy with who you are...biiig hugs🤗🤗🤗🤗
@Butterflee Thank you. May I ask. . . was their mood swings and health issues one of the reason they are an ex?
@Rebekahwriter13 because of their hormonal disorder they both had problems with excessive hair growth (i cannot remember the "accademic clinical" word but smth about pilosis) where they had discreet moustaches or hair around their areolas and on their lower backs or legs or buttocks but i was never bothered by that, on the contrary, found it genuinely feminine in a weird way.
@Butterflee I have hair in my chin and it drives me crazy.
@Rebekahwriter13 don't worry, i am not unique in this world, you will find someone to love you and cherish you and appreciate you with devotion for who you are🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗 i would not trade 10 000 models for the times i spent with my exes🤗🤗🤗...i miss them...
@Rebekahwriter13 learn to feel good with whom you are and acceot and respect yourself. You can epilate the hair if you are socially stigmatised but i would leave it as such and don't give a "coin" on whatever other people think. Trust your close circle: those who really know you and love you.🤗
@Rebekahwriter13 all my girfriends struggled with smth and the social stigma it implied, hyperthyroid or multiple sclerosis. I am an empath, I could not help them medically but I loved them and been there for them...