I feel Alone
My ex died over 2 years ago. I tried to dating but I cannot enjoy sex. It's very painful (I have fibriods and PCOS, they are both female issues).
90% of men out there want that type of "Fun" esspecially when dating. When I explain I cannot enjoy it, i get ghosted, catfished, and chewed out.
I'm also demi-sexual, which means I must be a committed relationship and trust the other to have sex in the first place. However it's a tease to both of us if we really do have that connection and yet I cannot enjoy it.
I feel that my health issues are causing me to be lonely.
@Rebekahwriter13 both my ex-wife and one of my ex-gf (+fibrosis) had this condition so i understand and feel you...we talked about it and yes a commited relationship helped...i'm sorry you have to live with this but i wish you find someone who understands your condition and has the dedication and emotional imput to appreciate you and make you feel confortable and happy with who you are...biiig hugs🤗🤗🤗🤗
@Butterflee Thank you. May I ask. . . was their mood swings and health issues one of the reason they are an ex?
@Rebekahwriter13 because of their hormonal disorder they both had problems with excessive hair growth (i cannot remember the "accademic clinical" word but smth about pilosis) where they had discreet moustaches or hair around their areolas and on their lower backs or legs or buttocks but i was never bothered by that, on the contrary, found it genuinely feminine in a weird way.
@Butterflee I have hair in my chin and it drives me crazy.
@Rebekahwriter13 all my girfriends struggled with smth and the social stigma it implied, hyperthyroid or multiple sclerosis. I am an empath, I could not help them medically but I loved them and been there for them...
@Butterflee I appreciate you write back.
I can be empathic as well, and it drains me.
@Rebekahwriter13 i know beka, our nemesis, caring for others drains us out...but i would not trade it fir anything in the world, such am i with any living thing...