I guess I still miss those moments
I got dumped by my first ever girlfriend a few months ago. I mean, I feel like I'm over it, and we're still friends, but I still miss those intimate moments we had together. I never felt like I was capable of being with someone like that. And before I knew it, I lost my virginity in the back seat of my car haha.
I enjoyed being close to her, the touching, the feeling of her being close to my body. It felt really good. The last few weeks I've been in the fetish side of Tumblr masturbating every now and then. Nothing new to me, but it feels hollow. Like, you get that sensation, but it feels muted, like trying to listen to someone talk over loud noises.
I dunno. I've got so much going on that maybe now isn't a good time for that kind of connection with someone, but hell, I miss it.
@Nick8876
Hey I'm going through a very similar thing myself, I'm still friends with the person but everytime we spend time together I just keep thinking about how things use to be. I miss the intimate moments so much.
But I know things will get easier as time passes, I hope you are able to move on soon and find new experiences with new people :)
yeah, we can long for things sometimes.
if you live in the United States, Nevada has some areas where prostitution is legal. but the majority of the country doesn't allow it. that's why sex seems like a dangerous longing for me at least. even outside of prostitution, there's the chance of sexual harassment. so yeah, i agree you should take it easy for now, and just wait. but i play it safe and just don't do sex for now. i'm thinking that it's nearly the equivalent of drugs, in my country.
