I like older men but it's embaressing
I've never told anyone my secret before so I'm nervous but I'm really turned on by silver foxes and I'm in my early 20's.
I feel like it's wrong and I'm so frustrated and embarrassed because it's probably because I was abandoned by my dad. Maybe it developed out of loneliness for a dad.
In a way I want it to stop and I don't want to be doing things that are bad, like imaging my husband as an older man. I hate that I even do that.
I'm afraid one day someone will find out and I don't want anyone else to know
@Luckykuma
you shouldn't be embarassed of sexually prefering older men. it's just a part of your unique sexuality.
when i was younger, i had many fetishes including sexually prefering asian girls and etc. but I've kind-of outgrown that and some others. though my current fetish is loving women who have big hearts. I like big hearts and i can not lie!
@redCanine3669
Yeah I don't know. Maybe it's my way of punishing myself for not having a dad
@Luckykuma that's fine ! I know tons of girls who are around 20 who like older men ! You don't need to hide that you just have a preference. Older men are more mature and are usually more sure of what they want in life. Don't over think it ! Having a preference is nothing to be ashamed of :)
@Luckykuma
that's an interesting theory. for me, i had a fetish for asian girls because back in school, there was this one asian girl who i wrote notes to. she was like the first person to appreciate the notes, though she was one of the first to ever receive em. i was very young, and just exploring love and stuff.
but yeah, i misinterpretted that and assumed all people who looked like her had the same personality, and hence a fetish grew from it. but lol, i already know that love is what's inside. i've met other asain girls and they are not girls i would have a great interest in. and i realized growing that fetish was probably doing more harm than good for me, as it was a bit misleading.
i also used to have other small fetishes like girls who wear skirts or who have long hair. but ever since i learned about the extent of surgical technology, i started to lose interest in physical appearances.
but yeah, my current stronger fetishes are women who can give birth or who can produce natural milk. those types of women really excite me. but then again, a fetish is suppose to be considered an object or nongenial body part, so i guess i have no strong fetish.
