My creepy liking
HI : ) EVERYONE
well I have this thing that I only like older guys, I mean way older , atleast ten years.:< And In older guys specially my own teachers, and IDK why. I feel so ashamed about this and I am not able to see my teachers as the same, I see them as sexually attractive eventho I shouldn't. However I haven told any of them about how I feel but it really makes me worst, I can't even look anyone in the eye. O-O ,And secondly if I like someone , they are just pushed far away from me and if they also come closer or if we have more interactions, I start to hate them. I know it sounds really messed up.
But anyway I s it normal because I feel like it makes me horrible as a human being. : (
@Candysweeeeeet Well my husband is 8 years older than me, but there is much of a difference mentality wise when you are younger - no offense. For example, if I was, say, 18 again and I just met my now husband and he would've been 26, no way would we have gotten along so well back then b/c I was still VERY immature and unsure of my future. What is your infatuation for the older men anyway? I used to think it was creepy! lol I met my husband when I was 26 and he was 33, almost 34, and in the beginning it was just a sexual attraction. Most older men pick the young girls for sexual favors to begin with and they are still married/have kids. I am just trying to tell you that maybe you should look for someone in your age range right now just to be safe. A lot of things going on in this generation also w/rape/abuse .. be careful. You sound like a young girl and I don't want you to get hurt. Be careful. :)
