My ex has ended my abilities to have a relationship
How do u have a relationship after an abusive, adulterous marriage leaves u with an STD? U tell someone u like and they run... u dont tell someone... they get something they hate u and still run... embarrassed and afraid of continuous rejection. Then on top of the STD... I'm 34 and I have 4 kids. No one will ever want me. He was right.. I was a good wife.. and I'm punished. I'm beautiful and fit. Men look at me and see sexual object. I'll never be anything else and if they think they want a relationship that ends when I tell them about the STD.. just want to be held again. Kissed.
@BusyBee0585
Damn man that is really really rough. I'm sure that there's a dude out there that's dealt with the same thing in reverse, or thats willing to work through it, I'm not gonna lie and say you'll for sure find him fast or even ever, but I'm sure he's out there. I dont think you situation sounds hopeless at all at least
@BusyBee0585
Hi, its not over at all. If you have a look at some of the dating ads, many times they are warm friendly happy people and they include the type of std they have. You could do the same thing. Many people would give anything to find a partner in life thats loving, kind, and caring. I would! Get back out there and find the right person. Use wisdom during this process, but dont isolate now, or its all over. I think you are a beautiful soul anybody would be luck to meet and fall in love with. Hugs
