Aftermath of being cheated on
So I’m mostly in the closet and my first ever girlfriend (I’m a bi girl) cheated on me a bit ago. I already have issues with not being good enough so it really stung. It feels impossible to find anyone to possibly pursue because my social anxiety makes it feel impossible to talk to anyone even when someone else makes the first move. Before my ex gf I had a boyfriend and he and I were together for over a year and a half and I really miss him; I am the one that broke up with him and because I didn’t want to pressure him to be my friend afterwards I told him to take some time away and then if he wants to we can be friends but if he doesn’t I totally understand and he never responded. Idk if it’s because I miss him or I miss being in a relationship.
Hello, Sunny!
I'm sorry about your girlfriend breaking up with you. It must be hard especially since she was your first one as well. As someone who has friends with social anxiety, I understand how impossible it may be but it isn't always. This may take some time but you will get comfortable around others to put yourself out there more. This should be done when you're ready and not when others want you to be. How are you feeling after the breakup happened? What is taking up your headspace right now?