Am I Weak?

this is just for me, no comments please.

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I feel so weak for wanting to text him, after all this time. Knowing he won’t even respond. And I want to text him anyway. I don’t get anything out of it. Except that I would get to tell him I love him and miss him.

at least I’m being honest when I say that. I don’t want to lie to myself and say that I don’t miss him.

I know it won’t change anything. I’m not going to do it. Idk if he would even read it.

there’s something weird going on in his life. That’s all I know. My intuition tells me that he has no choices right now...or thinks he doesn’t have choices.

what he did to me was so wrong. Sometimes if I think too much about it...I just crumble.

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this is just for me, no comments please.

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