Any advice
My husband and I been together for 10 years and married for almost one in a couple days. Our relationship is great and we never really fight we get along very well we like the same things there almost nothing wrong . But last Thursday he said he was working late so I had no reason to doubt him , he said he'd be home around 12am according to his GPS which I believed he does commute about an hour and a half with no traffic mind you I make dinner every day and I wait for us to have dinner together with thats said I was waiting all that time and no show so I texted him I'd eat that I was hungry to what he replied "hmmm" which made me think he wasent inhis right mind he usually says sometimthing along the lines like don't wait for me bby or am about to exit the fwy or something more descriptive he didn't anyways get home till 2:30 I was already falling asleep and he came in slaming doors calling me names wanting to have sex when I asked if he was drinking he got all defensive I told him to go to bed and we'd talk in the morning . As he was falling asleep he was muttering aggressively and saying really mean things he was swinging his arms and actualy caught me on the cheek and some how scratched me . I started to bleed so I decided to go to another room on the house . The next day he went to work came home early and I guess he didn't remember anything I didn't want to talk to him so we spent the night in difrent rooms I texted him what he had done and all he could say is sorry it's driving me crazy that he dosent give me an explanation he just says I won't drink again to that level but in my mind I want all the details who were you with?, since he dosent really drink alone , why didn't you just tell me you were out getting drinks ? Why did you lie about the time you were getting home usually the GPS is accurate about arrival time . Where were you ? What made you feel like drinking to that level on a Thursday knowing you work the next day?How didn't you get home?Were you driving drunk? But he dosent answer any of those he just says sorry and expect to go back to normal but am so hurt I been sleeping in the guest room for 4 nights i low-key I miss him but I dont want him to think this is an okay thing to do to me and I want yo know everything I don't want to start thinking that he's doing bad things or think he's cheating what should I do am I wrong for being hurt I can't stop crying and feeling so horrible and the more I ask and the more he just says sorry the more he pisses me of so I'll wait for a response be he dosent give me any so I just go away to a difrent part of the house. What can I do ? Please help 🙏