A ramble (no comments please)

This is just a ramble. No comments please.

It’s so interesting to have a telepathic bond with someone. A soulmate. It feels...safe. Warm. I feel so lucky to have experienced this, and at the same time, I feel so greedy, because it leaves me wanting more. I’m trying to just sit back and enjoy this beautiful connection, but when I think about reality, and how broken it is, it feels strange to enjoy the other part. I’m so afraid that you’ve moved on without me, but then I know you’re here with me...I just can’t stop myself from overthinking.

I start my new job tomorrow. Luckily, it isn’t super early. I’m not a morning person.

All of this reminds me of the time we spent together.

I have faith that we will talk soon. There’s nothing I can control...and I guess that has to be okay. I shouldn’t have pushed certain things, even if they seemed small to me, they were a bigger deal to you. I see that now.