Breakup
Sorry it will be long
i have been in a relationship for 3 years. Me and my boyfriend we had alot of arguments together and everytime we fought he wanted to break up or he said he wasn't sure if he loved me. Every fight i was the one sayint sorry. 4 days ago we had a fight and he decided to take a "break" and i told him we should meet in a week to discuss. I have been dying inside ever since. Today i messaged him too he never saw him or replied.
i have lost my hunger- i barely eat and i sleep all the time and I cant focus on anything.
I am scared he will break up with me after this. He is tbh the sweetest guy i know when it come to daily life bt when we fight he is worst he doesn't respect me and my opinons at all. I dont know how to deal with this esp during pandemic.
i have been really really sad
I've meet this volunteer beautiful Turkish girl,this year in January at a random party(I wasnt even searching for any relatiom/hookup)We played beer pong and somehow ended up being the only ones left at the table.we talked,danced and then she pulled me to the side and I went for the kiss(idk what has gotten into me that night,it just happened out of nowhere)We started dating days after,took her here and there to try and make things nice.I loved our time together and hope she did too.(I'm introvert,not always being able to say what Im thinking/feeling,and I guess that this really made me boring and led to those awkward moments in our conversations).April,havent seen her in 1month bcuz quarantine(we don't live close).We did regularly text, but not too much,not finding things to talk about,just the usual"morning,night,how are you".2days ago she broke up with me via text saying she needs to take a break"to be alone for a while"and that we can stay friends,because"we are too different,we have different mentality,hobbies","she doesnt want to hurt or upset me and this would be better for both of us".texted,I felt sad about it,and that I care about her... for now I'll give her time, seems like the only thing I can do. I'll want to speak with har face to face after the quarantine.(I wasn't that good at the sex part)
