Cheating boyfriend
Hello. So I have been in a, what I THOUGHT was, serious relationship for almost 5 years. Over those years secrets have come out that my boyfriend has, (not physicaly but in a sence) cheated. The last year he has said several times he hasn't been doing anything wrong and trying to prove himself worthy of my trust, and I somewhat believe him. But I see and hear things that still bother me and I don't entirely trust. I just want someone....anyone, to talk to to help me figure out if I have a right to still feel... untrusting, or if I am crazy and just being paranoid. Thanks for any help.
I found out mine cheated 4 years into our relationship. I always had a feeling during both of my pregnancies he would drink alot come home next day sometimes. But I turned a blind eye to it until he confessed. But I always deep down knew. Now we have 8 years together & here I am wondering if it's worth it to stay. I read a message where he called a coworker sweetie which might mean nothing but I just don't trust him. Nothing he says or does can make me trust him. I can't say you're crazy but I've been told over & over that I'm crazy. I hope you find yourself in a better situation than I am a few years from now
