Complicated...

I have a very complicated situation. My husband and I have been together for 18 years, we were high school sweethearts. That being said we have in the past broken up a few times, but we always find our way back to each other. Since we got married 14 years ago he has reconnected with old friends both female and male. Since seeing the show Sister Wives and me having some pretty serious health problems arise we have talked about the option of that. He is an over the road truck driver and we have a special needs child. I love this man more than life itself, and couldn't ever possibly think about living without him or raising my children in a broken home. I just don't believe in divorce.

There is one female friend in particular that has always had a thing for him and recently I found out they were seeing each other and even had sex. I confronted him about it and he didn't even try to deny it, he simply said they never got the chance to see what would happen between them and now he wanted to explore that. However he wants her to be the "sister wife", now don't get me wrong, this chick and I get along great and I've forgiven him for the straying. This revelation happened last week so it's still very fresh. She came from another state to vist over the weekend and I thought I could handle this, but I'm having a very hard time coping with it. Maybe it's the fact that I haven't been able to fully get everything off my chest with either one of them. I don't know.