Confused and Guidance

Hello

I am new the group my name is Scott. I am currently friends with the woman I love, however, due to some health issues that she is going through she isn't ready to date, which I completely understand. I thought I was and I think I am ready to date but I am but not sure. The problem I am having is I am so in love with my friend I don't know what to do and to complicate matters we just got into a huge fight over the weekend. Any thoughts would be wonderful