Disbelief

This is just for me, no comments please.

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I am in shock about what happened. I feel so...used. He’s got so many problems. Part of me wonders if I should say goodbye. But that’s so painful.

idk which is worse. I really don’t.

everything feels like ... it just feels like it did back then but way worse. My feelings and his feelings are there and yet he’s the worst version of himself I’ve ever seen. Or ever could have imagined.

it’s not my job to fix him but omg. I don’t know what to do.

I know what others would do...but I need to think about this.

I still love him :( he loves me.

its just not enough for him.

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This is just for me, no comments please.

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