Feeling Crazy

So me and my boyfriend moved in together about a year ago now and weve been dating for a year and a half. Long story short basically Im the only one who wants sex. When we lived an hour apart we would see eachother every other weekend sometimes more often....and we had lots of sex... But about not even two months he just lost interest ..Im always asking to fool around and getting maybe tomorrow. And then I find out the next morning he will jack off looking at other women on the internet. Right after i leave for work. This wouldnt bother me as much if we didnt go months without anything with me. Ive also heard him say that he loves me but thinks im disgusting. And he says he dosnt no why he said that. And he never tries anything with me. And when i ask what turns him on he gets weird. He also sometimes dosnt even get turned on when were fooling around. I asked him if i turn him on he says i do. But its just hard to believe because actions speek louder then words. Im going crazy all the time and he cant handle our talks about it anymore. So im kinda losin it.