Fiance breaks up.

I am a 30 year old woman and I have only been with one man throughout my life. We have been together for about 10 years. I have been engaged to him 2 years ago. A year after I broke up with him after having known that he cheated on me. A few months later, he was sick and had to undergo surgery. He asked me to come see him. Given that I still loved him and knowing there was no one to be there for him I went to see him. I have stayed with him until he could get back on his feet and he also asked me to stay. We were happy together. We were back to planning our future together. As much as I hated that he cheated on me, I somehow managed to forgive and forget about the past. I knew I wanted him in my life and I couldn't picture myself being with someone else. His parents hate me. My parents were supportive.

However, about a few weeks ago, he started having doubts about me.He asked me if I think we are good together. This question got me worried. While talking to him, he said that he doesn't think we will be able to be together. He said that I was too old for him and that he is sure that I will look ugly when I get older. He also says that I am too darked skin for him and that he is no longer attracted to me. He is 32 years old. He says that all his friends are marrying younger women and that he should too. So in that way he broke up with me. We were fine, now all of a sudden I am left with all these harsh words. I am on a stand still and I don't know what to do anymore. I have been verbally abused.