Giving a second chance

So I dated a guy 5 years ago we were actually just friends with benefits and he would sometimes take me to a diner. He never took me on a real date. I was overweight at the time. I began a weight loss journey and after that this guy lete call him J decided to stop talking. We havent spoke for 5 years. �

For the past 5 years J has been covertly stalking me in person and online. I lost weight and look much different now. I have been trying to meet someone new for the past 5 years �but J refuses to stop making fake pages to stalk me with. He has prevented me from meeting someone and having sex I havent had sex in 5 years due to this. Which is so wrong and so messed up. He has also messed with me getting jobs. �

I have gotten free tarot readings to get insight and im pretty sure that J is in a relationship he is unhappy in. I think he is so upset that hes not free and doesnt want me to get in a relationship im happy in. Hes obsessed and fixated on preventing me from having sex with anyone else. �

He keeps trying now to be my friend after 5 years of giving me the silent treatment and making a final decision to never ever speak again now he wants to speak. This a scorpio and i thought they were done forever. I dont understand why he wants to be my friend or talk to me. It makes me pretty pissed off. �

God will not do anything to stop this from going on. I have had to relocate states due to �the stalking and it still wont stop. I have been homeless due to the stalking. This guy is making it so I have no choice but to be his friend because he wont let anyone else help me so I can have a place to stay and shower. I have gone days starving now due to not having money . God has done nothing and im at my breaking point. He wont stop changing his appearance and making fake pages. �

Since this guy wants to be a cheater and keep pursuing me even though he's probably with someone I decided I will let him come back on two conditions. He will have to be 100% submissive. Im going to degrade him and the tables are turning. He had a short play of being dominant but thats over. [--- sentence removed ---]

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edited by CML sunflower2480 on 09/02/2020

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