Help

I'm only 15, turning 16 soon...

But I'm polyamorus. (For those who don't know, I consentually date more than one person, meaning everyone in the relationship is aware and is fine with it)

But I got in this relationship. (It was monogamous at first, meaning it was just me and him) . And I was infatuated by him. Both of us were poly, so he was fine with me being with another, and I was fine with him being with another.

But I met this cute person, and my bf gave me permission to date them. About a few days later, my two partners got together, so all three of us started dating.

Then they both broke up with me for each other and I can't deal with it. Like... I was the reason they met.... They hurt me.

And my bf (now ex) told me of we ever went into quarantine for 2 weeks, he would dump me bc he can't do 'long distance' BRUH IT'S NOT LONG DISTANCE.

yet him and my ex partner can date when it's literal long distance now because one lives 2 hours away from here.

WHAT THE HELL?!?!

I can't handle these emotions and I'm so confused...