I am healing...
So, I joined tinder mid 2019, I met him around November. We went on couple of dates and he made me feel like I am the only person in this world and he said he loved me after a month of dating. I took my time because I had been heart broken before but eventually I started loving him. Everything was going great until one day he said he heard me talking to someone else in my house ( him and I were talking on a phone). After that everything crumbled to the ground. He started accusing me of cheating on him every time. Everything I would do was wrong, he would go through my phone and made sure he would find something to fight about. Message from before I even met him was a huge problem for him. He asked me to move in with him but I was hesitant because I have never lived with a man before and we were not in a good place as a couple. He wanted to get married but I want to finish my school first. He put me down and crushed me. Called me all the names and blamed everything on me. I never cheated on him but when I would ask if he has proof of me cheating, he would say “you asking for proof is a proof ". He broke me to the point I thought about ending myself. Thought that would be way easier. Now after almost 3 months I am healing. He tried to contact but I refused.. I researched a bit about lovebombing and narcissistic behavior and he fits perfectly. I am glad I dodged a bullet..