I don’t understand my boyfriend

Hi,

Im in this very beautiful not so perfect kind of relationship with my boyfriend. We never fight like a big fight or argue like other couples do. We actually manage to set our relationship like “ no fights , lets sit lets talk about the problem” for 2 years and 6months live in together. We were friends then we became best friends and then a perfect fit lovers.

This past month only, everything change when we decided to separate home because his parents are coming over from india to stay for few months (by the way we are living in bahrain. ) we had to separate cause we are both muslim and his parents are religious .

Few days before our separation i asked him that what if when his parents are already here and they will ask him to get married and forced us to break. He looks angry but calm on me answering “ don’t worry babe, that will never happen ok” while holding my hand. “

Then his parents came and the problem came in .

He suddenly not calling and texting me the way he supposed to do. Like a snap! Few days only. Then i started to feel like i think we need to break up , paranoid for 10days cause i didnt see him face to face since he drop me on my new place. Then few days he told me he was sick and needs to take a rest for few days and got to worried but its ok his mom is with him.

But then after 2 days i saw him in grocery market walking with another woman. alone with her talking. Seeing those scene makes me anxious. Then i messaged him told him what i saw. And he confessed that its his cousin but he was pushed to go with her and there both families are there with them. He asked me why I didn't say hi ( will i ran seeing my man walking with another girl)

after few days i cant really hold my self im bursting into too much suspicious, called him to till me the real score i want to break up again and he refused again. He ask me to stay where i am and dont hurt my self physically .. cause he was so tired of fighting with his mom and his mom went to being so weak cause he refused to get married , i ask him also to marry me but he turned it down too ( but i know he will do that)

he told me he doesnt want me to be a mistress or second wife too.. i asked him to meet me but he refused me again and again ,, he refuses cause he said he loves his parents to much and me. I keep asking him to meet me cause i will need that for closure and to free him break up cause i dont want him to suffer and i want him to chose his family but he refused again

what should i do??

im so frustrated of my situation but what most i dont understand is why my inner self telling me that nothings gonna marry to someone , his not going to do that . The trust was fully intact and love ,, my friends telling im in denial stage,, but when im alone thinking and feeling it well, i dont feel like its in denial or fooling myself .. they called me crazy inlove but i know the feeling of indenial.