I found out.

Well, I found out my husband cheated this weekend. It was only an online chat via an app called discord. While it's good to know he didn't do anything but talk.. it doesn't take the sting off.. we have chosen to work things out. I honestly believe our relationship is worth it and so is he. I just can't understand.. we've been distant for a little bit and I guess I didn't notice until this. I've been on edge with the everyday mundane routines..

He's a gamer. He got a new game a few months ago that literally consumed his entire life. It felt as though he had forgot all about his family.. I'm not perfect. I get that. I'm a wife and a mother. I get lost in little things that shouldn't mean anything and I yell a little more than I should. I don't want to lose him though. We've been married for going on 5 years and it's not that I couldn't imagine a life without him.. I don't want too.

I guess I'm just lost and feeling helpless. It's obviously not a talk I want to have with the people around me.. due to their bias opinions.. if you got this far, I appreciate it.