I need closure.
I feel like life was at it's peaks when I was with you. I cherish the memories. It crushes me emotionally knowing that you're not around anymore. I miss your presence and your warm words. It was said that it wasn't my fault or any one thing. I just couldn't compete with the time you had with him... It kills me. I see you with other guys on social media and that kills me more. Even if everything else in my life goes right, thay still brings me down because it seems like no matter the effort I put in, it wasn't enough. Maybe I tried too hard.
Hi @Baobino, Welcome to the Relationship Sub-community. I am sorry that things are difficult at the time. It seems like you really cherished the relationship you had with them. It makes sense that it is difficult for you to cope with the departure. It can be very difficult to cope with the person moving on when you are not yet there. I can't imagine how difficult it must be for you. Perhaps it can be helpful to connect with a listener for added support? You are in the right place. Things may be tough right now but this community is here for you!