I need help!

Hi I'm 23 years old Indian girl who suffers from lonliness and depression. I've completed my graduation. But in whole student life I did not have any friends school nor from college. Girls from college used to mock me as I have a short height. They used to say that I won't get a suitable groom to marry because of me being short and also my kids will become dwarf. Girls from school used to hate me, they ganged up against me or even boycott. My parents also don't like me. My mom she hates and dad feeds her with hatred about me. She once said that she was forced to have child otherwise she thought my father would leave her. Now she every day reminds me that I'm a useless creature who is of no use to her and asks me why am I alive or why am I her daughter. She blames me for everything. Like my dad got cholesterol she blamed me for that, he got some hearing problems or ear infection she blames me for that. He gets troubled in his office I get blamed for that. She thinks I'm a curse to her and my father and also said I'm the reason of she not being wealthy. All of these making me miserable day by day. I'm struggling to cope with this. Also I'm unemployed. Getting a job in India is not so easy. Sometimes I ask God that seriously why am I alive or what am I even doing here. I wish he calls me soon to him.