Its complicated..

I dont want advice

I had been with this person for a while now and i really dont know what to do. I love them but I'm not even sure they love me, at least anymore. They've been going through a lot of emotions.

They wont listen to me or they treat me like i dont exist. It's getting harder to handle this everyday and I'm starting to feel insecure.

I always tell myself these things:

Maybe they found somebody better.

Maybe they are keeping me around just so they could leave.

Maybe I've hurt them.

Maybe I'm a problem for them.

Maybe im doing wrong.

Maybe they are planning on leaving soon.

Maybe they no longer care about me like how I care for them.

They won't communicate with me. I've tried so many ways to spark up a new conversation or to bring some hope in. So now the only thing i can do is keep a smile on my face and protect my heart. I'm disappointed in myself for not being able to do more. I understand it is not my responsibility but I just wish I could do more. Maybe one day it'll all fix itself...