It was A Mistake and You Take Things for Granted
Hey, you.
You took things for granted. You absorb all the things from me. You told me that you don't love me anymore because you couldn't be yourself and you were unhappy. While in fact, it's because you weren't honest and opening yourself to me. When you said that you had fetish toward certain girls, I accepted that because at least you were honest and wanted to change. You didn't told me that you couldn't be yourself due to your inability to provide certainty. So why did you ask me to seriously love you, then? Instead, you told me that you'll marry me and want to build a happy family in the future!
Now you left me in an inappropriate way.
Even you were shocked when you know I had the same feeling towards you almost 2 years ago. You know that I am a great person to you. Then why do you suddenly see me as a disgusting person?
It was a mistake to believe you to love yourself in a serious way. Because you weren't ready for that. Now you said that you won't love me anymore because, "it couldn't work". While in fact, it could as long as you were open and honest! Instead, you are the one who has the inconsistent heart, no sense of future, and a childish mind.
I hope you won't find someone else until you are ready to take the responsibility properly.
@NurulQ
Oh wow, everything you said reminds me of my ex. I totally can relate to many of the things you said. Sorry to hear you have to put up with such unhealthy relationship. I guess ending it was the best thing that can happen to you.