Kind of feeling lost

I started my job back in October of this year snd after awhile I started developing feelings for my boss. Shes amazing and always goes out of her way to work things out. Well back at the beginning of March I decided to ask her out, and she surprisingly said yes! We started talking outside of work and we clicked and after a while I told her that I loved her. I thought it was gonna scare her off at first but the next day when we were alone in her office just reached out and held me and we kissed. We really were only able to meet outside of work a few times, the third time she came over I had wine and we watched a movie, we were making out and I thought we were going to have sex but she had to get home to her kid. That weekend she admitted told me that she just broke things off with her kids father only two months ago and that he was watching her house and leaving notes on her car at work and also that her family gave her alot of issues when she broke things off with her first kids father and moved on too quickly. The following Monday she said she had to take a step back because she has alot of stuff going on in her life that she needs to prioritize like her kids and deal with her kids father and I just couldn't deal. I dealt like I found something real and for it to immediately get ripped to shreds and instead of giving her space I just complicated things WAY too much. After awhile we talked about how she isn't ready for any form of relationship right now with no expectations.