Lockdown.

How does a guy whos given his heart to many and had it ripped and shredded apart over and over again deal with finally finding someone thats suffered not in the same way but is looking for the same things and those things being security, warmth, kindness, compassion, loyalty, intimacy and love. How do you cope with finally finding someone that wants all that the same as you, being with that person for over a year where in that time you both learn and love everything about eachother and work out the problems that face the both of u, how do you then cope with a country wide lockdown where neither of you can see eachother in person, where neither of you can hold eachothers hands, where neither of you can kiss eachother, where neither of you can embrace eachother close to your hearts holding them tight. How do u cope with the heart ache and pain of not knowing when your gunna be able to hold eachother in your arms again

How how do you both deal with the constant depression that seems to become heavier each day.

How do you both deal or cope with the stress and fear that one of you is a high risk to this pandemic and could possible be one of the percent that dont survive.

How.