Moving on
I've been with a girl for 9 years. Throughout these 9 years i was madly in love with her. I did everything i could to save our relationship. A couple of days ago she left me.
She says she loves me less now. She moved on so quick that i can't even begin to explain how much it is hurting me. I have no idea what to do next. I have no motivation for doing anything. All i can think about is my past with her and all the conversations we had.
Today, i think i have started to accept she has gone for real and there is nothing I can do to get her back. I realise no matter how bad i feel, no matter how many panic attacks i get in a day, no matter what..i need to move on. It is a slow process and it will take time but i think i can move on from this.
@MAK1917 hey there. thank you for sharing this with us! i hope you were able to feel some movement and relief while writing this. sending you hugs in this time of acceptance 
i believe in you and your recovery from this.
@MAK1917
Closure might be the most important thing.
Sometimes it comes like a massive wave that's hard to cope with. And that's terrible, among seeing a relationship end.
I can understand it's difficult, and glad you are accepting and are trying to understand what happened and why.
Take care.
@Rivelino2
Adding that the way you got closure did not favours. Seeing jt end abruptly must have been horrible. I can understand the pain.
