Needing answers
My husband of 6 years cheated on me (not physically) but he did have a connection with this girl (that is a lot prettier & a lot skinnier then me) twice with the same girl each time after I miscarried our babies. That’s the top reason I feel the way I do. Just worthless.I do forgive him & We have great days but I can’t stay out of my head and forget about it. How do I live with it?
Another major issue I have is that he’s mother constantly disrespects me since we were 16 she has called me a fat wh*re, fat cow etc but always puns about my weight. This time when she stole 400$+ and got my card taken away I had enough and I said something to her about it and I swear she made a subliminal rude comment about my miscarriages my husband can tell you she is not a good mother and stopped being a long time ago but why does he let her do that to me?
Why is he always chasing after her love and letting me take the crappy end of everything.
I think all this together makes me think my life is just worthless that nobody really cares for me and I can’t even love my self
I’m sorry this is so long I just need some answers and someone to talk to.
@Kaaaat22
Dear please don't blame yourself for anything....I know its hard for you to trust anyone coz your close people aren't supportive but please don't feel alone....We can become friends and can share our feelings and issues so we can try to find solutions on it...and you're not fat.... you're adorable just people around u aren't worthy enough to see your worth.....and you're worthy.....we can talk more on chat i did msg u please check and you reply if u want to.... I'll wait for your reply