No Love
I was friends with this girl for about a month and she was the only person I was/am able to talk to. We sorta bonded bc we are both gay. I didnt realise that she liked me and she asked me out. I said yes because I didnt want to lose her bc then I would have no one and she is the type of person who doesnt take a no well. Now were together but I really dont love her like that and get really anxious and nervous now when we talk. I dont want her to kiss me or touch me but she want me to be with her like that. Im afraid bc I cant breakup with her, then I would have no one. I dont like it when people touch me and Im afraid shes going to start to do that more. Its making me sick and I cant eat anymore. I dont know what to do.
@WavesAndStars I think that she deserves honesty. Above that it's not right to do something that you don't want to. You're making your life miserable just to keep her. Is this really worth it?
You might think that there's no one out there for you. But it's not true.
Learn to love and trust yourself first. Then you will see how many wonderful things will come to you.