Nobody Like You

This is just for me, no comments please

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Whenever I talk to this other guy, I just end up thinking about you. How you look, how you kiss, what you say. But you’re not here.

You won’t talk to me. But I feel like right when I actually start having feelings for this other person...that’s when you’ll come back. There’s no one in the world who makes me feel how you do. It’s the kind of love that people never can find. It sounds crazy, but maybe if I just go for it with this other person, you’ll talk to me again. They are aware of this entire situation. They know that I am in love with you. But they actually still want to talk to me and like me. It’s so odd to me. They make me feel confident. I lost my confidence, I’ve realized. Enough of it to question everything with you. Maybe I need confidence back.

What do I know...

I need to trust in this process but I don’t know how.

I have trusted for so long and nothing has happened.

My love...can I still trust you?

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This is just for me, no comments please

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