Old issue ressurfaces
I am having a rough moment today. Due to serious mental health issues (multiple psychotic episodes) I had, a friend of mine who used to be my ex, stopped talking to me. I have since gotten better, it's been 4 years now. However, today has been hard... It hurts me to think he thinks very low of me and that he never wants to talk to me again.
Even if we did, I think he would be very aggressive, rude and hurtful. Despite all that, he was an important friend from high school and it's just being very painful to think I mean nothing to him and that he doesn't miss me... 😢
I don't know how to make things better so I was... just hoping maybe venting and hoping someone would be a bit kind to me here would make things easier.
Thank you.
@limeAnia505
Hi there, I'm sorry to hear that you're going through a tough time. Losing a friend can be painful and it's understandable that it's affecting you deeply. It's important to remember that you can't control how others feel or act, but you can control how you respond and take care of yourself.
It's great that you're seeking support and reaching out to others. Venting and expressing your feelings can be a helpful way to process your emotions and feel better. I hope that by sharing your thoughts and feelings, you are able to find some comfort and support ❤️