Over it all

I have 3 girls and constantly tired or wanting to go to sleep so my brain will shut off. My head is always going 90mph.

My husband used to be bad off on drugs. So I constantly wonder if he's going to go back to doing them.

Continuously jumping from job to job. Making me want a better paid and steadier job. So I don't have to worry about money coming in. Just hard to do with 3 kids going to school. Matter of fact he told me I have to find another job. Which seems pretty controlling to me.

He is also always drinking which I'm tired of. Mostly because I grew up around obnoxious drinkers and don't want my girls grow up around it and being that I was around it almost my whole life, I'm tired of being around people like that and smelling alcohol.

He even asked me to do drugs with him, I think that was pretty crappy of him to do. My girls mean the world to me, I'm just overwhelmed with my husband and feeling unhappy all the time. He knows he's causing me to be unhappy but doesn't do anything to change it. Has no empathy when I'm feeling down