Overthinking

This is just for me, no comments please.

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I don’t know how you’re still taking up so much space in my mind. I’ve been trying to focus on other things. There’s been a lot of things happening at work. Although, I need to give myself more credit. We just talked days ago. And yesterday, I set my boundaries. I let him know that this needs to be made right. He says that’s what he wanted anyway so idk why he wouldn’t do it. I don’t think he realizes the gravity of what he’s done. I think he’s actually just now feeling all of it. All the pain. Everything he put me through while he was cozy in his unhappy life. I’ve been uncomfortable and getting happier by the day. And now, he’s uncomfortable. I am trying to find peace. It’s really hard. I am still in pain. There’s not much I can do about it. But at least I’m not avoiding my emotions.

this really hurts.

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This is just for me, no comments please.