Partner

Hi guys, I tried posting this a while ago without a title and I can't find it so guessing it didn't post. Anyway basically my husband is narcissistic and I've been putting up with it for nearly 11 years �(I have no idea how) and I have 2 children with him. It's got to the point now that I just can't take anymore. The problem is I have such anxiety and panic that I am way too scared of being alone here with the house and children. I don't feel like I would cope for long and I don't know what would happen. Has anybody else been in this situation? I have this on my mind all day everyday and I need to talk to someone. He makes everything so hard and makes me feel so frustrated and upset and fed up all the time and I've already wasted so much time being miserable and emotionally abused. 😣

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