The harsh truth

This is just for me, no comments please.

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You have no idea what it is to have a healthy life. You don’t know what a healthy relationship is. You think you have respect for me, but your actions say you have none. You are scared of your own shadow. You have so many problems. I thought I was messed up. But you actually dislike yourself. You hate your life. Yet there’s someone you’re with now who cares about you but you lie to her? You’ve lied to me too. I feel sorry for her. She has no idea what you did. I feel sorry for myself too. You have no idea what respect is. You think your life is harder than anyone else’s. It’s not. You just avoid the truth and how you really feel.

if you don’t text me in a week, then I’m going to send another message saying most of these things. You took my voice away and I finally have it back. You manipulated me to stay even though you have someone else. It makes no sense.

And you don’t know how to live with yourself. But you’re so focused on what happened to you that you literally don’t care what was going on with me. You are just like I had this addiction and I went through this. But you don’t care about me. Not anymore.

You say you want to know me again and keep me in your life. I wish that were possible. But you’re being an idiot and you’re going to lose me if you stay silent again. If you stay silent I swear to god I’ll lose my ****.

In 4 or 5 days if you’re still silent I’m going to say that your silence is deafening and it just proves how much I don’t matter as a priority in your life. That you didn’t even have enough respect for me to break up with me but you had enough respect for her to not talk to me. You didn’t care what I was going through. That’s what I’ll say. Then if 4 more days pass I’ll just tell you that I’m obviously not getting through to you and you’ve proven that I’m not worth your time. I was used. And you don’t want to admit your true feelings. You don’t want to face it. But one day it’ll all come crashing over you, and you’ll realize everything that you did.

Maybe you’ll care someday.

just care enough to respond...I want to be cared about.

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This is just for me, no comments please.

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