for Bepo

Dear Bepo, it's been one and a half month since we broke up. I can't believe something like this happened. You made me so happy, I genuinely never felt happier in life. You made me blush, laugh,... We shared so many interests, you made me realize I wasn't the black sheep, that there was someone who also liked the same things like me. You made me feel special, loved, and most importantly, happy. It feels terrible to know that we broke up. I think about you every day thinking what if, what if not... I texted you two days ago. I am happy that we are talking but... This isn't it. It feels different talking to you like this, probably because you don't want to talk ; which I think is obvious. I really miss our adventures, chats, and of course, you. I hope we can get back together. You made me feel some kind of way, some new type of happiness and love. I never felt that happy. I hope you still love me and that we get back together. I'll be waiting. I love you and miss you. <3