Advice?

Hey, just wanted to let it all out and maybe hear what you all think and what advice you can give me

So I'm turning 17 this year. I met him last year, hes a year older than me. We started off as friends for a few months. We didn't really talk at first and us actually talking was really weird because we had no common friends at all, we just randomly started talking. And I fell for him. I fell for him hard. In those few months we got really close, we help each other through the toughest times of our lives. We stuck together and was there for each other. I really fell for him. I fell for the way he smiles, his laugh, his voice. The way he cares so much about the people he loves. The way he'll get so excited about small cute things We dated for almost 5 months and those 5 months I can say without any hesitation, those 5 months was the happiest time of my life. then he broke up with me :/

He broke up with me cause we were fighting on and off for a whlle, I felt like he wasn't spending time with me anymore and that I wasn't a priority anymore. We didn't exactly fight fight it just was a bunch of conversations about being hurt and all those. Then one day he just decided that we should break up. He said he couldn't make me happy, and that he loves me so he let me go... He also said he had to heal from his past and find himself again

To be continued