Begging only
I am very much stressed because I am doing everything to please my best friend whom I met on social media but by his side I m not doing anything. But I have done a lot for him even I feel bad about myself that still I am begging for his friendship yet he doesn't respect my views. He says he think I am his lover though that's okay but still he thinks I can do nothing for him.... But actually he is never satisfied with whatever I do. He ignores me for weeks.. I just cry and msg him alot but he didn't even reply for weeks... And that make me sad I just lost my hope in pleasing my friends but in reality I do everything for him... Can I get some help as I am so attached to him I am.not able to leave him but on other hand this is becoming toxic to me day by day.....
Thank you for sharing this with us here.
I feel you. That is so me 😓 I literally went through almost the same thing. It went on and on, he’d be super good to me then all of a sudden he’d just leave and I’ll break down. Then he’ll come back and the cycle would just repeat and it went on and on. I think personally for me, after almost six months of back and forth I just got tired and accepted it. And really then I could let him go. It was not easy, for months I’d think about how it used to be and would cry myself to sleep but I’ve found that time can heal almost everything. An year has passed now and just a few weeks back, he showed up out of nowhere asking me to forgive him and he said he just didn’t realise back then what he had but now he does and he really just wanted to have that back but I have grown so detached from him that I refused because my life is peaceful and I just don’t wanna take a chance. My point being it hurts, it hurts like hell but it gets over. I still remember those days, just crying and gasping for breath, I could literally feel physical pain in my chest. back then, I never thought I could live without him but here I am, just fine. I hardly ever even think of him now. And when I do, it’s just a feeling of disgust.
