Expiry date

I'm in an online Relationship with a guy I met on Instagram.

we've been together for about a year now. still are.

But we live States apart. we can't meet on a regular basis due to the extreme distance. I had decided to move to his state for my college. but my father declined. Without being able to meet, makes me feel like we have no future.

we talked about this and decided to meet in a few months time, and then break up.

but love him so much... it's gonna be so hard to let go. Thinking about it makes my heart heavy.