Genuinely angry that I feel attraction to people!!

More of a rant than wanting advice but I'm just so done with college, it's a mixed one and I had previously gone to an all girls school and I'm just ugh because there's so many new guys. I'm angry because I crush on them so easily and I just want to focus on myself, friendships and studies because they need a load of work.

In particular, someone I sit next to in a lesson is so attractive but I'm not gonna lie, he is quite arrogant and he's pretty infamous for that. That trait annoys me so much but once you know him better, you learn he is also kind, funny and intelligent, god he really knows so much stuff and its (annoyingly) super attractive. I literally have the maturity of a 12 year old since I've never really talked with guys before. I'm fine talking with girls but when I'm attracted to a guy, they feel like a different species. I wish I could block them all out but of course, I can't do that. Please let me stop feeling attracted to people, I still have so many things I want to improve upon first, I dont want to be using that energy by daydreaming, thinking about them etc. 🙏🙏