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From what I could remember my childhood with my biological parents was great. As I got older, I started to realize my father wasn't the guy I thought he was. He was distant and lied about what he was doing, where was he going, and who he was with. I was a young child at the time I didn't know why he did it. Around 8 or 9 years-old, my mother got fed up with his lying and left my dad, it was a real confusing time. I had felt sadness. It got to the point where I cried myself to sleep thinking about it. That was ongoing for about four years, now I am older and can understand adults better than when I was young. It was about a year ago in the summertime that I was told my dad had used and cheated my mother. I just didn't wanna be anywere near him. I guess he thought the same cause we stopped having any "bonding" time. Up until recently he started calling me and wanting me to stay over at his house on the weekends. I haven't returned his calls and I don't know why but I just don't want to. I feel terrible for doing this but I still do it. Am I wrong for this? Should I call him back.