Rough times

Hello, it's been a while since i have my faith back, around october past year. I went back to it since i was going through really heavy times.
One way or another things went one way and things aligned, so i was able to escape a hostile and violent environment.

A friend in Buenos Aires gave me a hand to leave that place and i set foot outside home. Things went nice but at some point my friend went a little weird and i sensed he wanted to left me aside. In the end, after 2 months he kicked me and i was unable to keep working, since i do bakery at home.

I paid a room with the little money i had left but i don't have a job, and in this place i can't have peace, it's noisy, people scream frequently and the owner doesn't want me to stay during the day so she pushes me making excuses.

I reached out for my mother who is giving me a lot of emotional support but i'm still having a really hard time here. I'm really tired of being with people who turns they back to me and i end completely alone, it's been like this a countless times.

I still have my faith up and i'm asking for help everywhere, i'm looking for a place where i can stay while i work and study and try to make a better future for myself, but most people are unable to give it. I also asked for help to people outside my country but without luck too... And my family... they said, we are going to see if you can come back.

I have till 31 march to stay here, i'm looking for any way i can to keep moving forward but it's terrible hard doing so alone.  And i'm so tired of doing everything alone, it feels like, dunno, the worst.