I cry whenever I see myself in pictures
I'm a *** heathen. I wish I was normal. I wish I could be one of those people that feel happy and want to take pictures with their friends. But whenever I'm out with friends or in an event and that proposition is brought up I get terrified and depressed because I know what will happen.
It won't be different this time. I just loathe this thing staring back at me. Why do I even *** bother? This likeness is stuck with me. This is me and I *** abhore me. I just want to feel pretty. Why am I stuck with this ***?
I just want to be chosen, to be loved. Is that too much to want? Why can't I have that? Why does that thing in the mirror defy me? Why won't it budge? Why does it feel like whenever I claw my way up I just end up digging a deeper hole?
@funnyVillage7530
I feel your pain... I want to be chosen and loved too. I get it...
*Hugs*
I'm realizing more and more as I get older but it really is more about your energy and personality than it is about your superficial facade. Sure, people are extremely superficial but if you haven't noticed, really attractive people get boring very very quickly if they have zero charisma and personality. So just be the you that you want to be and see what happens and see who you attract.
I'm realizing more and more as I get older but it really is more about your energy and personality than it is about your superficial facade. Sure, people are extremely superficial but if you haven't noticed, really attractive people get boring very very quickly if they have zero charisma and personality. So just be the you that you want to be and see what happens and see who you attract.